HealingWords

while looking back to her unfulfilled dreams She thought... Is she the only one? or  she has friends under this vast roof we called "sky". looking up when she murmured  She heard a soft echo coming down from heaven  "Life is a hut, a dream is a mud, rain is hope.." sometimes she finds it easier sometimes hard sometimes she feels happy sometimes sad sometimes I am being loved sometimes they hate. perhaps this is the rhythm of a beautiful song we name "Life".

on thy deep evening prayers,  he always asks the god only one thing... that's a two-time bread and butter for those,  suffering from unwanted diseases. he has been witnessing all those bone-breaking pains of his near and dear ones. he thought this is the time, he should awake the light flowing in heaven. whom his people called Jesus . with the belief of the uncertain surety,  he always walks alone to the going to be demolished church of his village. and looking up to the sharp evening golden rays he whisper.. "Lord save them ..they are your people wipe out the fear and the pain they are suffering of.."

I may not be in your bucket list... still, you're my first wish. I may not be that charming... you saw on the big highway posters still, you are my crush ever. I may not be know how to love... like they elaborate in the novels still, I die for your glance. I may not be that much mature... to accept the bitter truth still, I am ready for your decision...

try to walk alone... because at some moments of  your life you will see your people,  seeing your miserable happenings  without uttering a single word. try not to be attached... because the one claiming your friend will be silent & ignore you  at the moment you most need them. try to gulp your pain drops... if they came they will count including the first drop of pain that may be created by them..:)

my love be kind to me I may have some faults, I agree. I may have some scars, I admit. but I am yours my esteemed soulmate  I may sometime forget the appropriate behavior I may be sometime got anger  but believe me, I am yours my everything look back  I am here in the narrow corner of the multani street  rectifying the same mistake  I did unconsciously... look back!

After the light goes come in the little dark,my king i will be there waiting for you  on the less dark hut of my ancestral kingdom. though, a lamp will be with me to enlight  the dying vein of mine,don't be late. alas, i will have nothing to offer you  except my worth that i kept for you only. My majesty be kind to enter through the back gate of my place  i fear for the after-gossip of your cruel people. I belive in my love and trust more on your promises  I hope all will happen accordingly to the last extent of  my virtual illusio of being with you on the night of spring .. My king come soon I'm waiting in the last kingdom:)

He frightened to loose  the smile on their faces whom smiling reason is him. He try to forget those nightmares those unintentionally  craving his core. He stepped out to  the cruel & miserable world  to show case his inner kindness. He wrote down the pain list that  he always get while spreading the love. He somehow trying  to be happy again &  to live those golden days of his life:)